Anonymous said: Have you ever been in love?
To be honest - I’m not sure. I think I was in “I’m not sure if I’m in love” love. I was in “i need you” love. I was in “I can’t imagine life without you” love. I was in “Do I love you” love. “You’re comfortable” love. I put all of everything I had into one person, and I became more vulnerable than anyone ever should be. I invested so much time and energy and feelings into something that it became my entire life. I’m not sure if I was in love because if you are in love with someone - you aren’t suppose to hurt them and they aren’t suppose to hurt you as bad as we hurt each other. I was also younger - I didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t know the feeling of true heartache, so I wasn’t afraid of feeling it. I jumped into it - not testing the waters, just dove right in.
Maybe it was love. But then again, maybe it was just me being head over heels for someone, and vice versa. I still care for this person, I always will and I’m not afraid to admit this. We were just too caught up in something that was never going to work. Life happens, yah know?
Wow sorry for the rant. Yah got me at “word vomit” time!